Can you tell me why?

So i came over here to see how it would be

Came here to see how i would feel....

….. but …...

Can you tell me why I am here?

Here... at the same place again

The place i left you, or you left me?

Can you tell me WHY I am here?

Here at the this FUCKING place of yours

The place you broke me apart!

Every single time i hope something would change

Hope we would be okay this time

WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO COME?

When you just act the same

act like the fucking asshole i know you for

act like the same cheating bastard i know you for

act like the guy i should hate

I can tell WHY I came...

I came to feel like this.

Feel like you are not worth wasting my time.

feel like you are not worth living.

So i am sitting here

.

So i am sitting here... by myself... again.

"Friends" talking, asking.. but still! i won't hear them.

So i am sitting here... in the corner.. by myself.

So many possibilitys and slightly confidence to just go out there, live my life.

are there?

I know you are there!!! ?

I know I need you!!!

but... do YOU need me? Is there somebody that desperate to share?

share the passion, share the luck?

SHARE THE MEANING OF LIFE?

.

no

So I am sitting here... in the dark... and i fear...

you don't need any of this, you don't need me in there.

So I am screaming in silence for that one person that will save me.

But still... he won't hear.

Can you see her there in the corner?

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Spending her life as a classic exapmle.
Spending her life as the one parents wish for.
Spending her life in the golden cage she did put herself.

Living in there asking for support.
Living in there in perfect behavior.
Living in there just to be seen by her Mom.

Trying to please her with everything she does.
Hurting herself to be accepted.
Killing herself for Mommys attention.


Dying as the one they just didn't care...


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